As I was studying the map, you took a detour to find a missing portal. There's a big round knob and a picture of Jesus. You know, there’s a chance I won’t be traveling or even staying. Someday I will tell you the whole story, but it goes backward too. Whole passages scattered. News is on its way, and I’m sunk beneath so many layers, sniffling. To continue on I built a new body, air tight and water resistant. I phoned my lover, a real actor with blue (green?) eyes and oceanic hair. He was just thinking about me, the official version. Perhaps my cover was blown, but I didn’t care. This is the internal world. It’s nice to be thought of, even in bad light and poor undergarments.